I've got so much to say with no one to listen, but It's so hard to understand when no one else does.

Turning point, honestly I can't go on, as nothing happened. Because It did, and It all feels so fast, I'm writing this during the after effects of alcohol. I can't do this anymore. reality kicked in, and it's hitting me hard.

Intentions have gotten the best of you. Mind has got lost in the crowd, and you can't think for yourself. everyone knows you better than you know yourself. Now you're just doing what you're being told, how will you make it alone. And It's so like you, to just give in, to do whatever you need to hear the words repeated. after all the problems that you've caused there's been a good reason. I know you haven't been the same. I've been feeling so bad for being so hard on you.

What're you honestly living for. what's your breath caught on, and why's the silence louder than usual. You'll do anything to get you by the day. you're not a person of your word anymore, what risk have you taken to be here. why is it that you can't face yourself and live up to the everyday choices you make. you're just digging yourself into a deeper hole and making it even more hard to get out than you thought before.

In the end, some things are better left unsaid.